The Feeling is Mutual(?)— Kidoh One Shot

*requested Kidoh One Shot*

For Morgan

I present:

The Feeling is Mutual(?)

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Enjoy!!

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POV Morgan

Hi. My name is Morgan, but you along with the rest of the world wouldn't know that, thanks to my dear friend Jin Hyosang— better known to you and the world as Topp Dogg's very own Kidoh. He always calls me MJ, so in turn everyone thinks that's actually my name. Why does he call me MJ you ask? There are two possible reasons: 1: because I'm a tomboy with a baby-face? 2: He says I remind him of Michael Jackson (honestly I have no idea why, maybe because I dress more like a guy, but I have a girl's voice and I sing really well? I don't know man). And 3: because my name is Morgan Joo— hence the initials MJ; but no one would know that now would they? No they wouldn't. And I'm like 99.999999999999999% sure that everyone thinks MJ stands for Mary Jane (like Spider-man's wife Mary Jane Watson-Parker), or for all I know they think it actually stands for Michael Jackson! With how I dress they probably think I'm a dude with a high-pitched voice like Michael Jackson. But underneath this tough image and these baggy clothes is a curvy body and a very self-conscious innocent virgin. And beneath this long-time friendship with Kidoh is a long-time secret crush. Behind this mask I wear is one curvy 21-year-old living secret. And she'll stay a secret.

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*Back to the real world*

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POV Morgan

"AAAAANNNDDDDD...good enough," I looked at myself in the mirror as I put my hair in a ponytail, "Okay, off to the studio! Please please PLEASE!! Let this go well!" I took a deep breath before grabbing my keys and heading out to my car. Today I'm recording for my chance at Stardom, literally. I'm recording a demo mix-tape with Kidoh, I'm hoping that with Kidoh co-producing my songs that it'll increase my chances of landing a job in Stardom. Hopefully I don't screw anything up. Okay, mental checklist: romantic feelings for Kidoh under control and pushed aside? Check. Hygiene fresh and nice? Check. Voice is stable, strong, and powerful? Check. Check. And check. Ready to go? Half check. I'll never truly be ready, but hey if we waited until we were ready for everything we'd still be trying to invent the wheel. We gotta take risks in this life.

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POV Kidoh

​I sat in the recording booth just messing with a few tracks while I waited for MJ to arrive. I got bored and when I get bored I start to think about random stuff. So I started thinking. 

Hi. My name is Jin Hyosang, more famously known as rookie boy band Topp Dogg's Kidoh. Other than the obvious things— I'm an idol, a producer, composer, and rapper—no one really knows anything about me. Underneath this professional image and hip-hop clothes is a shy and head-over-heels madly in love virgin with a long-time crush. Behind this glamorous mask I wear is one shy 21-year-old living secret. And he'll stay secret. 

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*Back to the real world*

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POV Kidoh

*knock knock*

"It's open." I answered not looking up from the control board.

"Hey Hyosang."

"Hey MJ, you ready?"

"As ready as I'll ever be." I could sense her nervousness.

"You should relax."

"Trying to."

"Well let's start with some warm-up songs just to get your chords warm and ready."

"Kay." she went into the recording room, "What song first?"

"Hmmm...what about BLOCK B's Mental Breaker?"

"Uhh that's gonna be a little awkward for them to have to listen to, you since BLOCK B isn't with—"

"We aren't recording this one, it's just to warm up your voice."

"Okay," she cleared her voice a little, "hit it." I pressed play.

"What it is, what it is baby,

Z-I-CO!

Neon bamsae tonghwaro gubageul hae eodi isseonnyago
Jansorie bangjeondoen Phone, Phone, Phone
Chingudeuri dwieseo mureo yeoja saenggyeonnyago
Hanchameul tteumdeurida
Geulsse moreugetda”

Oh, Oh, Oh
Uri saineun mwoya
Oh, Oh, Oh
Oppa dongsaengin geoya
Oh, Oh, Oh
Narang bap meokgo yeonghwa bongeo jeonbu da ne showya
I can’t do nothin‘ for ya

Mental Breaker
Mental Breaker
Seolleimdo jamsi
Geun hollane jamgine
Mental Breaker
Mental Breaker..."

I had her sing EXO's Miracles in December, Infinite's Destiny, and BTOB's WOW so that her chords would get comfortable with the different styles of singing before we began recording.

"Okay we're doing 5 songs right?"

"Yeah B.A.P's 1004 Angel, Taeyang's Friend, Dalmatian's The Man Opposed, MBLAQ's No Love, and 2NE1's I Love You," she said into the mic.

"Okay, let's do this. Annnndddd hit it," I pressed play.

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*SINGING SINGING SINGING BLAH BLAH BLAH THE 5 SONGS ARE OVER AND NOW IT'S TIME TO EDIT*

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POV Kidoh

"That was great M.J!" I gave her a thumbs up, "Okay you can come out and take a break while I go through and check some things before we do the second session."

"SECOND—I have to do it all over again?" she trudged out of the recording booth and dropped on the couch.

"Uh yeah, if you want to get this done right, meaning perfect, we have to do it a couple more times. There are some things you need to work on and then once you fix those things we'll send in the demo."

"Aarrrgh! Perfect. Perfect. Perfect. Why must everything be perfect in order to make it in this dump of a world?" M.J dragged herself over to me and leaned her head on my shoulder pouting.

"I don't know bro, why don't you ask the almighty jackass who created this dump of a world?" I joked.

"I'll make a note. Okay things to do after I die: 1.) come back and haunt Justin Bieber for making horrible music and just being a dumbass in general. 2.) Say hi to Michael Jackson. 3.) Visit Tim Tebow's mansion in heaven and 4.) Ask God why everything must be perfect in order to make it in the dump of a world he created." she wrote an imaginary checklist.

"Visit Tim Tebow? Seriously? That's what you plan to do? So you aren't gonna visit me in heaven?" I faked cried.

"Who says you're going to heaven?" she turned her head to face me. Our lips were only centimeters from each other.

"Who says you're going to heaven?" I smirked.

"I says I'm going to heaven."

"Oh really? Since when does God allow gangsters into heaven?" I cocked an eyebrow at her.

"Tch. Since the day of my future death." she jumped up and started rapping, "Becaaaaaauuuuusssseeeee.....Imma gangsta! A straight up G! The gangsta life is da one fo me! And God is my numba one G!" 

"I don't think God allows stupid people in heaven either," I burst out laughing.

"Y-YAH!! J-JIN HYOSANG!! I'M NOT STUPID!!" 

"Yes, yes you are." I stuck my tongue out at her.

"I'm going to kill you."

"Then come over here and do it. Killer." I made a come here motion with my finger.

"You gotta death wish?" M.J marched over to me and grabbed my ears, "APOLOGIZE!"

"N-No!!! OW OW OW OW OW OW!!! LET GO!!"

"DON'T MAKE ME PULL HARDER! APOLOGIZE!"

"M.J YOU'RE GONNA PULL THEM OFF!! OW!! OH GOD IT HURTS!!" she started laughing.

"IT SHOULD HURT! NOW APOLOGIZE!" I opened my eyes and my heart nearly burst. She was smiling and laughing her head off, she looked so gorgeous. What happened next was so fast, it was like someone else was controlling my body.

I kissed her.

HOLY SHI—WHAT AM I DOING?! THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND! NO NO NO NO NO NO!! 

I pulled away breathless.

"I-I'm sorry," I looked away so she wouldn't see my red cheeks.

"What was that?" I looked at M.J. She was touching her lips and her cheeks were pink.

"I don't know. I guess you could say it was a confession?" I shrugged.

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POV Morgan

"C-Confession?" A confession?! Wait! Does that mean—

"I like you Morgan. I've liked you for a long time. I-I'm not asking you to accept or return my feelings, I just—"

I kissed him.

"I like you too Hyosang. I've liked you for a long time too. And I gladly accept and return your feelings, on one condition." my turn.

"What?"

"Will you accept and return mine?" I looked down and chewed the inside of my cheek nervously.

"If you look at me I'll give you my answer." I looked up just as he dipped his head down and captured my lips. I sighed into the kiss. It just felt so amazing. It felt so right. We broke away to catch our breath. 

"I feel like 15 years of secret crushing has just been lifted off my shoulders." I giggled stroking his face with my thumbs.

"Ha! You have no idea," Hyosang kissed my palm and pulled me forward laying me in his lap.

"I'm pretty sure I do," I laughed.

"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are to me?" he undid my hair tie letting my long ponytail fall on my shoulders.

"Obviously not, I wear baggy clothes all the time so I don't even know what you're seeing that I'm not." I shrugged.

"Well you're beautiful to me, and beneath those baggy clothes is a beautiful perfect girl,"

"How would you know? You can't see,"

"I can imagine. Guys are known for their imaginations." he grinned.

"Pervert."

"*gasp* Me? No way. No, a pervert would check to see if his imagination was correct," Hyosang unzipped my hoodie and threw it on the couch behind us. Damn! I'm wearing a tank-top! Arrgh! I should've worn that T-Shirt instead. "It looks like my imagination was more than correct, it was spot on." he licked his lips making me squirm nervously, "Aaaahh, what are you trying do? It is taking everything in me to hold back, but you are not helping at all." he buried his face in the crook of my neck.

"What are you—aaahhh" I clamped a hand over my mouth. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?! Never in my life have I made that sound!

"I'm trying to get you to relax, and it seems that you like it." he kissed and sucked on my neck and shoulder pushing my tank top and bra straps off my shoulder.

"H-Hyosang..." I tangled my hands in his hair, " I-I..."

"Never done this before? I know. Let me be your first," he looked up at me, "Do you trust me?"

"Y-Yes."

"I would never hurt you, you know that right?" I nodded, "Good." he kissed me again.

"Take me Hyosang. I trust you." I whispered in his ear.

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POV Kidoh

"You're so beautiful," I grabbed her wrists and moved her arms away as she tried to cover herself, "don't hide yourself from me. I want to see all of you." she blushed.

"Hyosang—aaahhhh mmmm," I took her breast in my mouth and fondled (hehe fondled...that word makes me laugh) the other.

"Don't hold back from me. I want to hear you moan, I want to hear how good I make you feel."

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POV Morgan

I have never felt this before. The pooling heat and butterflies. All of it. It was new to me, it scared me. But I kinda like it. Is this what it's like to feel "horny?" Interesting.

"Aaaaaahhhh...it feels so good," my back involuntarily arched up.

"Damn you're already so wet for me," I felt his long slender fingers glide along my south end.

"Mmmmm," I opened my eyes to see what he was doing only to shut them again as I felt his tongue slide over my dripping core, "Oh God."

"You like that?"

"Oh God yes!" I could feel a foreign knot building up in my lower region as he was tongue fucking me? I don't know terms, I'm new to all of this, "Ohh ngggh! Hyo-Hyosang I'm—ahhhh!" I released whatever the hell was built up inside me RIGHT ON HIS FACE! OH GOD! I looked away embarrassed and then I felt his tongue lapping up my release.

"Sweet." Hyosang lifted his head and lips his lips while staring me down. It was seriously the most sexy thing I've ever seen in my entire life. I bit my lip waiting for his next move. "So beautiful." he hovered over me smiling, "You're so cute when you blush."

"Y-Yah!"

"And even more so when it's because of me," he leaned down and kissed me while he slowly and agonizingly ground on me sliding his hard member on my entrance, making me whimper.

"I need you." he placed himself at my entrance.

"Are you sure? It's going to hurt."

"I trust you."

"Just hold onto me," I nodded and held onto his arms.

"I'm ready," he placed one last sweet kiss on my lips before slowly pushing himself into me. OH GOD THIS HURTS LIKE FUCKING HELL!!!!!! HOW DO PROSTITUTES DO THIS EVERY NIGHT?! OH GOD! I UNDERESTIMATED YOU WHORES!! YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT!!! PROPS TO YOU!! Tears started to well up in my eyes and gripped Hyosang's arms.

"Do you want me to stop?" I shook my head and closed my eyes. Well you're halfway there, might as well finish what you started right? I took a deep breath as he pushed the rest of himself in me.

"Let me know when I can move," I bit my lip as I adjusted to his size. Damn he's big. This is gonna seriously hurt later.

"I'm-I'm ready."

"Okay," he pulled out only to slam back into me, but with waaaaayyy more force. He kept a steady slow pace burying his face in the crook of my neck. Grunting and growling every once in awhile.

"F-faster..." I slid my hands up his toned arms to his broad shoulders to his hard chest and defined abs.

"Oh god you're so tight," he picked up his pace wrapping my legs around his waist.

"Oh aahh! Hyosang ngggh!" he picked me up and pressed me against the wall.

"God you feel so good. You're so beautiful," he kissed me passionately before continuing to fuck me against the wall. He moved us back to the couch and swung my leg over his shoulder and pounded into me rougher than before. The new angle allowed him to go deeper hitting something in me that had me seeing stars and crying out.

"AAH!! There! Right there! Oh my god! D-Don't stop! Aaah!!" I threw my head back, which is actually quite difficult to do when you're being screwed on a couch.

"Right there?" he slowed down but kept hitting that same spot that had me raking my nails down his back and gasping for air. We weren't having sex anymore, we were making love. And damn did it feel just right.

"Y-Yes...right there."

"You like that? You like the way I make you feel?"

"Y-yes," I said breathless.

"How do I make you feel Morgan?" my eyes shot open.  Did he just call me Morgan? He never calls me Morgan.

"You make me feel amazing."

"I'll always make you feel this way. I will never hurt you. You will always feel amazing when you're with me," he looked at me seriously (annnnnd cue music!! *plays B.A.P Body & Soul*). I nodded.

"I know," I smiled at him and pulled him down for a kiss.

"Good." he just stared at me smiling like an idiot. I began to grind upward trying to urge him to continue, "Oh right. We were having sex, right?"

"You're an idiot."

"But you love me though!"

"Oh shut up. You are so—ugh! Give a girl a warning before diving in the pool dude!" I smacked his arm.

"Sorry, can I continue?" he looked at me with puppy eyes.

"You're so pathetic...continue on." he grinned and thrust into me roughly hitting that special spot immediately, "AH! Oh God!"

"Goddamn, do you have any idea how fucking sexy you sound right now?" he panted out. 

"Ahhh! Uuuhhh! Hyosang I'm gonna—"

"Wait for me," he pounded into me a few more times, "Now." we released together crying out each others name before collapsing into a pile a sweaty limbs, "So when do you want to start the second recording session?"

I laughed.

God this idiot. I still can't believe he's my best friend.

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TADAHHHHH!!!!

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